Honestly...if all this does every year is raise your blood sugar levels and blood pressure in general, let it go. I admire your dedication and your ability to express all this so well, but it's not worth the frustration I see you go through this time every year.
And when you've reached the end of your rope... http://youtu.be/GEdb46IrFDk
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And when you've reached the end of your rope... http://youtu.be/GEdb46IrFDk